Rampaging Pup~

PART 1: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Lew Su-Ann
Date of birth: September 13, 1985
Current status: Being Extremely Lazy.
Eye colour: Dark brown.
Hair Colour: Black with some highlights.
Righty or lefty: Righty.
Zodiac sign: The Ultimate Virgo. [both sun and moon signs are virgo]

PART 2: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Hokkien + Hakka Chinese.
Your fear: Being abandon by love ones.
Your weakness: Music + food.
Your perfect pizza: Honey Chicken from pizza hut

PART 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY & TOMORROW
Your thoughts first waking up: What time is it?
Tomorrow: DM Class...shoot me
Your bedtime: around 2am
Your most missed memory: Childhood carefree days.

PART 4: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or coke: Pepsi.
McD or burger king: Burger King. hmm.. can it be both ?
Single or group dates: Single.
Adidas or nike: Nike.
Lipton tea or nestea: Lipton.
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla.
Cappucino or coffee: None.

PART 5: DO YOU…
Smoke: Nope.
Curse: Yup...

PART 6: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank Alchohol: Yes. CNY celebration.
Gone to the mall: Yes.
Been on stage: No.
Eaten sushi: Yes.
Dyed your hair: No.

PART 7: WHAT WERE YOU DOING..
1 minute ago: Reading friends LJ.
1 hour ago: Day-dreaming.
4 1/2 hours ago: At Class.
1 month ago: Play Mahjong, At hometown, Strengthening friendship with friends
1 year ago: Sot in gamma?

PART 8: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I love: my family, friends very much.
I feel: sleepy.
I hate: the thought that there's no happily ever after in love.
I hide: who I am some of the time.
I miss: watching Astro.
I need: loads of hugs and kisses from family and friends.

PART 9: TAG 5 People
It's up to you..
i don't do tags ^____^

...... [just like the dog]

yes.. updating my journal after a month since my last entry
ah yes... puppy.fm, my own "radio" with no ads, no news... just pure music.
but these are usually japanese songs, or instrumentals, or c-pop.. ah.. my love
and yes.. with the launching of Puppy.fm, doggy pictures will now be a common icon in all my display images
i especially love the ones i have now. i like the way the mangaka drew the expression of the dog, taro. i just wish she drew more of them.

so hmm... yeah.. puppy.

puppy out and about.

wuuf

"i'm walking in the rain~~ la la la"

3 little fools
who lived near a pool
went far from their school
with business to do

yet on their way
to their dismay
the clouds turn grey
whilst the sun went away

the skies turn black
but there's no way back
and they couldn't slack
so they go on with tack

after an hour or so
towards home they go
but, oh no no

okay, brain's stuck for the moment..
but can you guess what happens next?
ho ho ho

i like to listen to music.
what about you?
but sometimes, even with thousands and thousands of songs, i don't know what to listen to.
chinese?
english?
japanese?
vietnamese?
thai?
malay?
and others?
to find the perfect song to suit the mood of the day, can be such a "difficult" thing to do.
of coz it's not as difficult as making decisions that will alter one's life, but it's a major pain in the brain, nonetheless.

2999.... i should ask my grandma to buy lotto eh~

hahaha

Hmm... Internet connection.. i miss you so very dreadfully...
wanted to apply streamyx, but it's not financially worth it...
sorry to raethes who have to suffer this... this... no-net monstrosity

yup... loads of voice acting for butz... this is what happens to two students with no internet connection in campus.
the horrors of it all...

hmm... loads of things happen since 13th sep
loads of experiences gain
yet getting older a year, still doesn't mean i'm getting any wiser

aih~ am i DOOMED to be a big old dummy crybb for-eva~?
i hope not.. ...seriously

highlights of the day?
wat else am i supposed to blog down here... hahaha.. luckily not much people is reading this
lj no longer a trend? a lot of things come and go... money come and go.. nooooooooooooooooooooo
money~~~~ don't gooooooooooooooooooooo...

let me see... highlights of the day...
curing my uncle's computer.. >__< terrible.. absolutely terrible.. the viruses are easy to rid of..
it's those dang adware and spyware that's the problem.. over thousands of them..
how in the world did my cousins use the pc anyway? it's a nightmare..

watched two movies in a week in the cinema..
death note and happy feet
absolutely in love with happy feet.. i wanna sway with the music~
death note... L is sooooooo cute... sugar-diet ish good for him only.. don't imitate him

going to klang sgm culture centre tomorrow morning.. to howl in choir..
joined this particular choir about 2 years ago during alpha, but went there only a few times, a handful..
uni schedule and the factor that it's in klang.. a bit too far.. and lazy on my part..
so i haven't been to the choir for 2 years O__O|||

some say i've grown and changed in some ways, but i still feel the same
the same puppy who clings for comfort and love (family n friendship)
no.. don't ask me about bf.. one track mind is to study, graduate, and work
though there are two suitors >__< don't mean to brag.. you can take it as a gossip ne~
tis is scary thing to be in love, drop out of it and the cycle starts all over again..
well that's my opinion on love anyway..
but i crave family's and friends' love though.. i'm not afraid nor shy to admit that i love my friend alot..
but i don't know whether i'm a good friend as much as i think i am..
ehehe

final year... projects
ugh
sometimes stressing out
sometimes upset and feel like crying
but i know this is not a good thing..
this is not the end of the world.. so why am i stressing out and stuffs..
yes.. being stress out is a normal thing. but sometimes it's not necessary
i can do my work.. i must look at it as a challenge
if i act like i'm going to die a horrible death over this project..
then what's my reaction when i go out into the society..the work..the finances..housing..banks..all those adult-thingies

if i know my flaws so well.. i should be working on changing them..
take them as something that will push me forwards, and not let them envelope me and pull me down

sometimes.. well.. most of the time, i can do "big talk" and always "no action" after it.
i can't keep on doing this eh~ :P
it's 2.30am... just waiting for something to finish dl...
i don't think my relatives would appreciate it if i let the pc on 24/7 when no one's using it

it's a different feel, writing a journal and typing one
with typing, i can easily erase phrases and sentences that i deem them unsuitable when i read back
but writing is different, once the ink is on the paper, it can't be erase. i don't think much when i write, but with typing i tend to think a bit on what words to use..i arrange and make proper sentences before typing down anything.. this is an intriguing fact.. to me only hahaha

how do i culturally-educate myself?
any suggestions? more books? more movies from other countries? music? art? exhibitions and museums?

yes just a bit more and i'm off to bed..

my japanese ah~ it's been a long time since i've practiced it
and i keep telling everyone and myself that i love languages..
look at how well my common languages are~ >__<

"hakka yin hmm sik gong hakka wa"

yeah!! done downloading..
sleeping~

i'm feeling so totally freaked out right now.. at this very moment.. it's like i don't belong here.. why am i not like other pple, who can adapt to changes very fast, at a blink of an eye. firstly.. i'm shy.. so shy that it's causing me problems in terms of entering into a working society.. second of all, i'm upset that i'm going to be 21 yet i'm not growing into my age.. i still feel like a 12 year old.. i don't know how to socialise nor do i know how to interact with pple around me.. i felt as though i'm in a huge turmoil.. or should i say that i am feeling alot of huge currents and waves of a confused mind... ah.. what am i ranting right now... this time i'm working in another company.. helping out my aunt.. my aunt's a great business woman,so incredible the way she works.. dealing with pple from around the world. plus the colleagues here are mostly just 25/6 great young pple, dealing with the bustling life of a very busy export import business... i'm supposed to be the office girl.. but i don't know what to do here.. back during intern.. i admit that i don't have much contact with most colleagues. mostly just being in the room facing the monitor screen and interacting with the computer system. i lost my "people" skills and my communication skills are horrible.. even though my english seems okay here.. in a written form, but when talking.. i can barely talk... i'm shy, scared, silly and immature.. i hate this feeling.. i wanted to get away from this all.. can i go back home now? can i tell my aunt.. that i don't want to work...

muuuuuuuu...
woke up early today (well at least by my standards) at 6...
it wouldn't have been a problem, if i had gotten a good night's sleep..
so now i'm in the office.. feeling all groggy(?) and sleepy and blurry #___#

hmm... i 'm having lots of fun doing this --->

@__@
#___#
O__O
O___<
>___O
O__o
o__O
T___T
TT____TT
Y___Y
?___?
Z____Z
~____~
-___-
m(-___-)m
C___C
D___D;;;;;

dang... my fav is still O___O;;;

KITTY WITTY!!!

YING YING DARLING~~!!!

MY LOVE~~

MY SOUL~~

MY LIVER~~~

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY


21st BIRTHDAY!!!




I shall from this day forth, give you my undying WUV~~~ especially after intern *battling eyelashes*
May your beautiful wonderful glorious day filled with loads and loads of 'hati's and 'jantung's... and cat fur everywhere..
hahaha...




LOVE YOU DARLING


 KITTY WITTY!!!!


BE MINE FOREVER =))

HO HO HO HO!!!

Ah yes... bon odori starts today until the 15th. too bad i can't join this year's festival, as i'm in brunei doing me intern. oh well.

had a long philosophical chat with my ex... well he did all the talking while i just "ah, uh, huh, and oh" at him. in the philosophy department, he has improved trememdously, almost like a clone confucious or socrates; but he's still the same playful, daring guy i knew back in high school.

he's philosophical knowlegde is interesting, mind you...

anyway had another chat with a friend. at least clear up some things, to avoid any misunderstandings in the future. hopefully he is as fun and open-minded in real life as he is in YM. oh well... can't hope too much eh~

this is the first time in my life... or maybe not.. that i'm having gastric..
i understand that the last time i gotten gastric was becoz i didn't have a proper meal, but being back in brunei, staying with my parents and eating good food for like more than one month, and suddenly today slight gastric attack and vomitting..????!!!
what the fucking world is going one???
and i only use "tooting" language when i'm really upset >__<
RAWRRRRRRRRRRR
go to tooting hell gastric juices of dooom!!!!!!

dang~~ died again~

muuuuu...

ah... OMG... O_O;;;
The date of my last entry was February >_<;;;
Woah~ i amaze myself sometimes.. 8D

This entry is just some random nonsense, so you don't really have to you them at all 8D

i've always like dogs and wolves, whatever that's of the canine family...
but then why is it that recently all around me are CATS???? cats cats and more cats...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
it's like -

me: look! cat..

five minutes later..
me: cat..over there
mom: where?

one hour later
me: *squatting down* here kitty kitty
kitty: *stares*
me: *stares back*
kitty: *hides under car*
me: cheh~!

next morning, getting ready to go to the office..
me: goh, look cats..
bro: oh.
me: *look again* OMFG... they're... TOOT TOOT TOOT
bro: *ignores me and resumes to drive*
me: ...... but they're blocking da road!!
bro: *ignores and drives onwards HO~*
me: >_<;;;

later at night, bro parks car.
me: *stares*
angry looking cat: *stares*
me: *stamps foot and stares*
A-L-C: *stares before running off*
me: cheeeeeh~

going to bed...
me: hmm... quiet night oh ma~
mom: yup
then... a-wooooooooooo
me: ma ma got dog outside oh!!!!
mom: *Z Z Z*

it's like for every five cats, i either hear or see one dog >_<
where did all you mangy flea-bitten doggies go to???
has the cat population taken over control over the neighbourhood?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i need PUPPIES!!!

where art thou pups...

-__- uuu

saikin kokoro wa tsukareta
mainichi nani mo nai no hibi itta.
mainichi onaji no hibi~



22:55
saki gakkou kara kaetta~
kyou wa chotto taihen deshita.
atama ga mada itakute, me mo itakute hajimeta.
doushite...

konban hayaku neru tsumori desu.

saikin isogashii desu.
takusan koto o shite shimaimasu kara, jibun no jikan wa nakatta.
taihen desu~
mainichi gakkou no koto o shinpaisuru desu~
kokoro wa mou tsukarete narimashita~

ima tsumetai nomimono ga hoshii desu~
kinou no ban ame ga futta node, tenki wa mada atsui desu...

だいがっこうはじめました。まだたくさんしゅくだいあるのに、いまストレスーあった。
にほんごのべんきょうはまだはじめてべんきょうした。もうわるくなりましたねえ～
たいへんですね～

~~~ (*´∀｀*)

━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!!!!

━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ≡(ﾟ∀ﾟ≡ﾟ∀ﾟ)≡ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━!!!!!!!!!!

　　　　　
yeaahh━━━ヽ(ヽ(ﾟヽ(ﾟ∀ヽ(ﾟ∀ﾟヽ(ﾟ∀ﾟ)ﾉﾟ∀ﾟ)ﾉ∀ﾟ)ﾉﾟ)ﾉ)ﾉ━━━!!!!

(　ﾟдﾟ)huuuhh?
~~~ (*´∀｀*)

…(-_-)y(_- )y!(- )ye!( )yea(. ﾟ)yea!( ﾟ∀)yeah!!( ﾟ∀ﾟ )yeah━━━!

(・∀・)ｂ

━━━━(｡A｡)━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━(｡A｡)━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━(｡A｡)━━━━!!!

( ´ー｀)

(*´Д｀*)

ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ

（ ´ー｀）

(;ﾟ∀ﾟ)=３ wow!!!

Waaaaa━━━━━｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡━━━━━aaaahhh!!!

(　ﾟдﾟ)

(( ；ﾟдﾟ))

(((( ；ﾟДﾟ)))

(((((((( ；ﾟДﾟ)))))))

━━━(#`Д´)´∀`)･ω･) ﾟДﾟ)ﾟ∀ﾟ)･∀･)￣ｰ￣)´_ゝ`) ━━

＿|￣|○

＿|￣|..............○

(；´Д`)ﾊｧﾊｧ (;´ Д`)ﾊｧﾊｧ (;´ Д `)ﾊｧﾊｧﾊｧﾊｧ :.` ;:.･∵ ﾟ д:.`


∧,.,.,∧　　　　　
ﾐ　・∀・ヽ ｶﾞﾝｶﾞﾚ ﾃﾞﾝｼｬ　　
;'　つ旦と
と,.,.,.,ﾐ,.,.,ﾐ　


━━(ﾟ ∀ ﾟ)━━( ﾟ ∀)━━( 　 ﾟ)━━( 　　)━━(ﾟ 　)━━(∀ ﾟ )━━━(ﾟ ∀ ﾟ)━━ !!!!

きのう漫画をよんだので、ごぜん７じにねた。だからきのうのごご６じにおきた。
なにもしなかたんです。でも、頭がちょっと痛くて、おなかもいたい。

さきドラマを見た。わたしはほんとうにそのドラマが好きでした。いまそのドラマの本がほしいです。
今週まいにちねていました。毎日何もしない。いくら宿題をあっても、毎晩遅いねています。
私の体はあと１０ねんわるいになりますとおもう。

にほんごの勉強はまだはじめます。毎日べんきょうするといったのに、しなかった。

誰か、’のに’の使い方はちょっとわからないですから、おしえていただませんか。
本当にありがとうございました。

じゃ、また。

やった！キタ！最高！電車男はさいこうです！ すごいドラマですよ！！！ いちばんだいすきです！！ やっぱりそのドラマえいがはきょうねんのにんきばんぐみですね～ 私は本当に日本語をはやくそらでおぼえるね～　＿|￣|○ ||| （´･ω･`）←かわいいね～ いま電車男のサイトをサーフしています。すごいです。。。 たくさんかわいいものあるよ～ わたしはそのものはできない。。。だから、ぜんぶコピーしました。 ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ　どうしてせんせいたちはしゅくだいをくれますよ～きらいです～ かなしいですね～　くるしい～　わるいかんじです～　＿|￣|○ あああああああ。。。 わたしはあなたたちにめせるものがある～　ちょっとね～ 　　　　　　　 (´･ω･｀) 　　　　　　　　(´･ω･｀) 　　　　　　　　(´･ω･｀) 　　　　　　　　(´･ω･｀) 　　　　　　　　(´･ω･｀) 　　　　　　　　(´･ω･｀) 　　　　　　　　(´･ω･｀) 　　　∧__∧　 (´･ω･｀) 　　 ( ´･ω･)　(´･ω･｀)　　たくさん持ってきたので使ってください… 　　 /ヽ○==○(´･ω･｀) 　　/　　||＿|(´･ω･｀) 　　し'￣(_)）￣(_)）￣(_)） これほんとうにかわいいね～ じゃあ、いっしょうにうたいましょう！ ・・・世界はそれを愛呼ぶんだぜ・・・